Warning - no pictures! :(
This week I made up a pattern I have been wanting to try as a wearable muslin, using up some fabric that I had to have, but that has been sitting for several years. I finished the top, hated it, chucked both it and the pattern, with no hard feelings.
But what it made me realize is that I have so many patterns, and so much fabric, and I become so distracted in my sewing, that I find I have lost focus. I don't know how many others out there share my frustration. Part of the problem, I know, is that I taught an Open Sew for seven years at a local shop, where I was really the only garment teacher and most of the patterns, fabric, and notions, were non-garment related. But I got distracted! Beautiful fabric and patterns came in daily, and I thought I might like to do a wall hanging, make a quilt, try to force quilting cotton into an acceptable garment!
What really happened is that I stopped sewing what I love, bought too much stuff, and lost myself. Now, it wasn't all bad at all! I met some very creative people. And, I did do some creative things, as you can see if you scroll back and see a wall quilt, a baby quilt, some home dec projects,etc.
That, or course, wasn't the only problem. While trying to clean out my sewing space, I counted close to 12 Style Ark patterns I have never made! They were the new kid on the block and, as usual, I had to have the patterns. Same with Cynthia Guffey. Same with Sewing Workshop. Did I make any of them? One Cynthia Guffey jacket that was so satisfying to make and so beautiful, but that is it.
I don't know if I am the only one out there who gets so distracted by looking at what everyone else does, that I spend my time buying and not doing! One other thing holding me back, and I am probably not alone, is the pounds that have crept on, and the promise that I will sew when I lose the weight. Not happening - either the weight loss, or the sewing.
I am trying to recommit, to discover why I want to sew. The fabric, the style, the fit, none of which can be found in the local TJ Maxx!
So, as we prepare to head to Florida, where I prefer short skirts and tops that skim them, I aim for two skirts, and three tops. Nothing complicated! But, beautiful fabric that I won't have if I buy disposable clothing for my trip.
I will keep you posted. If any of you have run into similar roadblocks where you have let yourself be buried, and have come out alive, please share!
Slan